Thursday 18 August 2011

The beginning

Hello there.

Wow, this is such a strange experience. I've been wanting to start a blog for a while now and now I finally am. Carpe diem! I have literally no idea whether I'll actually end up posting my life thoughts here (as was my original intention) or whether this will actually last long at all. I hope in years to come I'll look back on this first post, having changed so many lives in such a simple but profound way -through the use of words- and think to myself: damn. I had no idea.
Except, of course, in writing this now, that indicates that I do have some form of idea, which may, in fact, make the entire experience a bit stranger. Hmm, I realise I'm blathering.
I think I'm going to have to accept that this blog won't be perfect. I won't be able to articulate all my thoughts in the most eloquent and succinct manner, and there will certainly be things I will have to miss out, merely from time constraint. Even writing this now, I know I could go on for hours. There's just so much I have to tell you. Although, of course, it's highly likely that you don't and never will exist. Who am I to presume that anyone would bother reading this pointless stream of consciousness flowing from a single and singularly uninteresting person (in terms of life experience, at least). It's most feasible, in fact, that I am the only person who will ever read this, but that is far too upsettingly lonely a thought to linger upon so let's leave it. I merely hope that I don't end up consumed by this blog as one could with a diary. Actually, in thinking about it, that's probably just what this will become- kind of like a diary. Ah well, at least I'm writing, and that's what I enjoy.

Oh dear, I really have started blathering and I do need to go to sleep. So I bid you good night, sleep well and all that malarkey. I hope we speak soon,
Teenage Girl
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